what can i say

i don't have too much to update on. just crap on my mind and want to get it out. i haven't had a job for about 1 1/2 weeks now. the employment agency doesn't even have anything. it's really frustrating and makes me scared that we could lose our house. not to mention i HATE sitting around. i try to read, go running and clean. i just can't do it anymore. i'll admit, if i had a baby that would be so fun to stay home, but i don't and i'm ready for a stupid job. i really don't know what we're going to do. i've applied for about...60 jobs in the last 2 weeks. i've had about 10 interviews and 1 call back...and then they called me again and said nope, sorry. so now i don't have much going for me. i'm feeling a little overwhelmed at this point. i feel pressured to get a job. i actually registered to get a study guide for USPS...it's through a different company that you study and take the test and then they have about a 70% chance of getting a job once you pass....now for studying....ewwww! i took this through USPS about 2 yrs ago...i failed. i also didnt have a study guide. so we'll see what happens this time. it would be an amazing opportunity and help us financially so much. what a blessing and an answer to our prayers if i get it. so i'll be studying like crazy for the next little while. brandon has been awesome through all of this non-sense. not too much pressure ;-) coming from him to get a job. luckily he hasn't been stressing too much, which is good cause we don't need his chrons flaring up and him back in the hospital. so please pray for me to get this job (again...i know right! *sigh*). we're just trying to find a time we can go to the temple and pray for His blessings. we have each other to lean on right now and thats what we need. we're trying to keep calm and happy through this crap. i've been trying to keep my mind off of it and so i've been baking and doing a little photography for a friend. other than that, brandon's job is awesome right now! thank heaven. he's getting anywhere from 45-60 hrs a week. his choice. he loves his job and doesn't mind the overtime...especially the pay! we still haven't sold the red truck...have someone interested. pray! we're still trying to get the stupid title for the harley truck...i know its been 6 months since we got it. so lame. i talked to the sergeant on our case this week and there is a possibility (what percentage???) that we could get our money back and just hand them the keys back!!! holy crap this would be financially awesome and we'd be so much more stable. again please pray!!! dogs are good. follow me around the house. literally. when i use the restroom...sit at my feet...or on them. get off the couch to get something...follow me. man they sure are annoying sometimes. but cute. And love that stupid ball.

i hope everyone is doing good and is getting excited for thanksgiving and christmas!
please keep us in your mind when going to pray!